Things are really happening so damn fast.
your "Wants and your Don't wants" always happen
on th start of new year.
but i have to say is 2010 is always better than 2009
cos i dislike 2009 fr much reasons.
sometimes, i would wan to tell things straight into your face.
but it's either good or bad will happened.
so which one do you choose?
obviously is good right?
but what if th result turns out bad?
you nvr know what to choose.
i feel like decline what you asked me to do.
but i will feel so damn fuckening guilty.
but on th other hand, i feel myself so fucking dumb,
i dun even wanna do, why should i do fr you.
aren't i dumb to help you get th things and i gain
nothing?
so, i dumbly accepted.
really. it's jus so contradicting..
i really hate it when i have this mix feelings.
i feel like, screamings those bitchy stuff you have
done and made me so fucking disgusted and i hated you so much
i jus feel that you're simply trying to break my relationship life.
why are you making me to think this way?
nvm -.-
what i jus wanna say is, i'm not gonna be stupid to
keep helping people to do things and "please"them -.-
i find myself like a dog...