like my father's gone to past.

i duno what to blog today. :)
but i still have to blog cos i'm bored.
i'm listening to wake me up when september ends.
i wanted to be that girl in th mv, but aft watching th
whole mv, i dunwan alr.
yes, th girl is super blessed to have him,
but still, every relationship tends to lose
one of th party, be it dun love alr or
strike w. disease and have to die.
and i dun belive that "cos you wan her to be happy,
so you decided to let her go" but, what she really wan?
what you really do will make her happy?
laughs, you'll nvr know until th girl stop
loving you.
i also dun belive that when a girl says she
needs some time and you left her alone by herself thinking.
and think that it's good fr her, or maybe, th both of them.
have you ever thought of what th girl really wants?
she really wants you to be by her side, clearing all her
doubts and thoughts one by one.
being by her side all th time, not leaving her all alone.
if th real reason is you really dunwanna
accommodate her alr, why don't you jus tell her?
i mean, ok, lets not talk abt that.
make me sick *Pouts* :)
anyway, think of dying. Hahahahah.
i mean, like, if one day, i really have to die,
i have no choice right?
so i have one full list of what i wanna
do before i die.
i wanna plant strawberries,
i wanna Laugh out loud and show my teeeeth!
i wanna lie on somewhere where it's all covered w. flowers.
i wanna die while holding his hands.
i wanna die while holding sunflower on another hand.
i wanna do things that i don't get to do.
i wanna stop regretting.
i wanna dance like some silly retard.
i wanna go Paris.
i wanna know/understand why love is always a game.
lastly, i wanna know why love is always one party who get
superly hurts..

i think that's practically what i wanna to to when
i'm dying. :)
alrights, th post looks kinda long.
so you should know what is my next sentence alr right?
:) alrights! goodbyes! :)

still remember, what's th date fr today? smiles.. :)