Tired.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i've decided to blog this out.
because i'm feeeeling rather crazy alr.
i duno why. i duno why you're always
th one making me cry, making me feel so tired.
yes, i really love you.
but you always say i nvr love you enough,
then tell me how can i do to not let you feel this way
you're always nvr satisfied w. how i treated you.
never.
i duno why. but why?
tell me why. i really v. curious to find out th ans.
you're really making me v. v. v. tired.
v. exhuasted.
i really feel like giving up everything.
everything.
why must you let me feel like this.
i really failed to make you feel love?
if yes, then i'm really sorry.
maybe i'm not good enough to be in relationship.
or i don't suit you.
you nvr know how much i care fr you.
maybe in your eyes, you jus think that i always take, take take,
never give out at all.
i'm jus v. tired aft all these.
tell me what you really wan.
i seriously think that i'm not good enough fr you.
nvm. guys are always th same, therefore i can't expect much
from you right?
it's ok, i get it alr.
i won't expect much alr.
you can do whatever you wan too.
maybe you think this is btr fr you.
i'm jus tired alr.
even if i'm not tired,
i won't care abt your things anymore.
whatever temper you throw it to me, i will treat it as normal.
i won't get upset. i won't get angry.
i jus won't feel anything.
i duno what more can i give it to you.
but i think this is all i can give you.
i can try to do whatever things to trade fr your smile.
but since it's alr liddat. i will stand by th side.
and see you smile.
maybe i'm also useless to you alr.
i'm worth nothing.
sorry, i ruined your first love.
but thanks fr th wonderful memories.
i decided not to keep it.