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i duno how to type this post out cos
i'm feeling rather sad.
but firstly i got to say, deyi band!
we close th stadium at 2008 w. those 3 awards,
now, weopen th indoor stadium w. those 3 awards again
and ytd, we rock-ed th whole stadium,
from th right to th left, from th top to th bottom!
all those scoldings, tough times and hard work,
tedious and exhuasted trainings had come to an end
there's no way we could bring everything back again
but this, will always be a memorable and awesome history in my mind,
in my whole life.
th graduates are also leaving us, this might we th last performance
we're performing w. them, last syf going through w. each other
last cheer, last tears, last laughters w. th graduates.
and th v. last teasing w. each other.
in 2012, we will still make you proud!
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i am so sad/ tired.
shall not elaborate any further.
i am missing you! (:

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Heheheheheh!
it's been sucha a long time ever since i blog right!!
cause stupid blogger don't allow me to blog things
stupid idiot.
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i cannot take it already luh!
i keep falling alseep during my SS lesson
which i think it will cause my friends want to sleep
cause they see me sleeping like a log in class right!
still remember a time before math lesson
was sleeping like a log during th test, seriously,
i do finish already, jus that gt a lot of time
then i sleep
then wake me up to hand up
then i sleep, they wake me up and talk to me
then i slp, they wake me up cause of mr lee's lesson!
my god luh!
i hate Mouth-shape bees flying in my ear, bugging me th whole day.
i seriously got to rant
what's th problem w. me completing my stuffs and do my own things?
since i do finish my stuffs, why can't i do my own things?
zzz
hate my mom ttm!!!
when father said she's naggy, she jus don't want to admit.
th fact is naggy what.
wah, irritating
all th parents th same luh.
maybe, some are not.
keep repeating th same sentence.
shhhhh!
i wanna blog everything out.
and, lastly, shall blog more tmr
I HATE MY MOM TODAY TTM!
shhhhh!

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OMG,i am so hellshit high!
:D
cause i'm listening to adam lambert - if i had you!
but k luh, still quite sad.
don't talk bout it alr.
i seriously, still hate th sight of you
why you keep appearing in front of my god damn eye?
really, why?
sorry, i should not be harsh to you.
maybe, i shall accept th facts that smth is wrong
cos you keep appearing infront of me..

i love you.
i really love you
but do you love me?
i duno why i keep thinking of you.
cos i jus wan you
i also duno why i jus feel like crying over fr you.
because i love you.
i still remembered that i had this dream
it's about losing you.
i dunwan to lose you.
i jus wan you
i wan you to keep your promise.
i still remember what's th promise
you've given me and wan me to accept it.
and so, w.o hesitation i accepted it.
but i guessed, i've to let you go this time,
cos you love me no more.
(you will then treasure someone when you lose them..)

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damn it
i am so fuckuppppppppp STRESSED!
i feel like surrender my fate.
seriously, tired and stressed.
tell me, who would buy this lousy life of mine?
anyway, AIYAH SHUTUP LUH
i am fucking tired.
shitz tired, JUST MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY!
byebyebyebyebeyebyebyebyebyebyebye
HUMPH! DON'T TALK DON'T TALK LUH! LIAO BU QI!
STILL SAY WHAT FR PERSONAL REASON, DON'T ASK SO MUCH!
HUMPHHHH. MAKE PPL SAD ONLY.
NOW I MADE YOU HATE ME BY ME WRITING THESE!
HUMPH, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI, LIAO BU QI
taoyanni!

And most importantly,
keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing
& there's jus so much to smile about (:

some days, i wished things would turn out differently..
i've millions of "why" in my head now
isn't that what most of th people will be having now?
i am so tired tired tired this today
and well, it's a bad sign right?
th first day of term 2?
let alone th morning part.
made me even more tired.
i wish i could hug my bolster to sleep forever.
even till one day i die,
i will still wanna slp in my bed
cause when you're sleeping, this is th time to let
you mind and your heart rest.
(:
i have this song stuck in my head th whole day today.
Charice Ft Iyaz - Pyramid
anyway, i am tired, i wanna slp now
so sorry.
shall post.........
when i have th time.
shall be a long time i guess..
(:
so sorry again.
bye! (:
I always think of you before I fall asleep.
The words you said, the way you looked.
The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.
And when I dream, I’ll dream of you; cause it’s about you,
it’s always about you.

Damn!
had a super scary nightmare ytd.
till i almost tear.
and this is how much i love you.
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if only you know how terrified am i..

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him.
Damn, and this is how much i love you, i want you i need you and cos
i wan to be w. you, from this moment till th day we die together.